Now he said to his disciples, “It is inevitable that stumbling blocks come, but woe to him through whom they come! It would be better for him if a millstone were hung around his neck and he were thrown into the sea, than that he would cause one of these little ones to stumble. Be on your guard! If your brother sins, rebuke him;
and if he repents, forgive him.
— Luke 17:1-3
Therefore we were buried with Him through baptism into death, so that as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, so we too might walk in newness of life.
— Romans 6:4
I didn’t just wake up one day and decide I wanted to follow God. That I would preach and teach the Bible; reach back out to my old religion I had as a child, that I found to be controlling and unloving, and start obeying them by following their rules.
No, far from it, especially since my old religion had started knocking on my door in 2017, pushing me further away from God, getting me to the point of questioning if God even existed. Imagine that.
“You shall not take the name of Jehovah your God in vain, for Jehovah will not leave him unpunished who takes His name in vain.
— Exodus 20:7
Tower of Babylon…
Religion is the stumbling block that keeps people away from the true God. It’s what the Pharisees and Sadducees represent: the religious leaders then, and now. (Mat 15:14; Acts 20:30) It’s why the gate leading to God is narrow, people choose to follow after deception. (2Th 2:3-4)
Man-made religion is for the god of this world.
And even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled to those who are perishing, in whose case the god of this age has blinded the minds of the unbelieving so that they might not see the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God.
— 2 Corinthians 4:3-4
It was a hard thing to suddenly wake up and be thrust into a world that was NOT OF THIS WORLD, to feel my body had been taken over by something yet not knowing what that was. It was in the blink of an eye; it came out of nowhere, frightening to say the least. (2 Cor 12:3-4)
For the Lord Himself will descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel and with the trumpet of God, and the dead in Christ will rise first.
— 1 Thessalonians 4:16
Some questions I had asked myself throughout this process:
- What is this?
- Have I lost my mind?
- Is anyone else going through this?
- Why can I envision things others can’t?
- Why is my mind so vivid and picking up every little bit of detail?
- Why am I reading a dictionary?
- Why am I writing a book in a day and understanding things I’ve never understood before?
- Why do I see so much significance to numbers, patterns and colors?
- Why am I so AWARE of my surroundings and seeing it so differently?
- Why does it feel like the government is in my head?
- Is this Satan?
- Why did I just have a dream to call my brother David who is an Elder for JW’s?
- Do they know what’s happening?
- Why is my body moving without my permission?
- How am I able to detect demons in people (without seeing them)?
- How is it that I’m so aware of them?
- Why does the tattoo on my back suddenly feel like Satan’s mark?
- Is this Hell?
- Why is my birthmark suddenly feeling significant, why didn’t I notice it’s shape before?
- Why are my name, birthplace, and places I lived and worked so important?
- How about the tattooed lilies on my belly, why is that significant?
- Why do I have an insatiable hunger to study scripture day and night?
Pursue love, yet earnestly desire spiritual gifts, but especially that you may prophesy. For one who speaks in a tongue does not speak to men but to God, for no one understands, but in his spirit he speaks mysteries.
— 1 Corinthians 14:1-2See post: Blackmailed By Demons ~ True Story
It’s been quite the journey, it’s still not an easy ride, but it is easier now that I have my Father with me, guiding me, relying on his understanding, not my own…it’s what it means to be in Christ.
Portuguese saying that I often repeated: "As coisas anteriores ja' passarem".
Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old things passed away; behold, new things have come.
— 2 Corinthians 5:17
I thought I had a tough life before this, so bad I tried to end it a few times, well, when this experience started 2019, my prior life couldn’t even compare or come close to what these trials have been and have put me through.
- Did I consider ending it then, when it all first started?
Most are exalted by their own beliefs, these have made me an outcast, a nobody who was clearly wrong and didn’t know God. I had to believe like them and obey their rules, or never fit in. I was looked down on by many, criticized for what God had showed me, even though all that I was sharing was scriptural. But because much of it pertained to my life, I was crazy, because no one was teaching what God had me teach.
Yet, many are out there ‘somewhat’ teaching it, but it’s in pieces. Because your houses are so divided, you’re unable to figure it out and put it all together. Hearing but never listening, because you’re too busy being right and exalted by your own understanding, you’ve resisted the Holy Spirit. Pride, envy and jealousy are big components of it as well.
The Son of Man will send forth His angels, and they will gather out of His kingdom all stumbling blocks, and those who commit lawlessness, and will throw them into the fiery furnace; in that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.
— Matthew 13:41-42
The question I got very often… “Why would God speak to you and not me?”
Well, here’s some food for thought:
If you're going to God the Almighty and your heart is not right, he won’t answer you, your motive matters. (Philippians 1:17) If you are wrong and God is using me, when you turned me away; you turned him away. (Matthew 25:31-46)
One must be selfless, not selfish. There’s a clear difference. When your knowledge supersedes that of God’s knowledge, you will always fail.
For I am afraid that perhaps when I come I may find you to be not what I wish and may be found by you to be not what you wish; πthat perhaps there will be strife, jealousy, outbursts of anger, selfish ambition, slanders, gossip, arrogance, disturbances. I am afraid that when I come again my God may humiliate me before you, and I may mourn over many of those who have sinned in the past and not repented of the impurity, sexual immorality, and sensuality which they have practiced.
— 2 Corinthians 12:20-21
I still face many challenges to this day but by my Father’s strength I continue to get through it. It’s a lonely world; one I have not felt a part of, especially now, since I’ve returned to Him. The flesh is weak, but the spirit is eager. By following Jesus closely, I’ve been guided and protected, although the ride is still a difficult one and persecution continues, I’m confident my wall is fortified.
Then I will make you to this peopleA fortified wall of bronze;And they will fight against you,But they will not prevail against you,For I am with you to save youAnd deliver you,” declares Jehovah.— Jeremiah 15:20
The Law will go forth…
Arise and thresh, daughter of Zion,For your horn I will make iron,And your hoofs I will make bronze,That you may pulverize many peoples,That you may devote to Jehovah their greedy gain unto destructionAnd their wealth to the Lord of all the earth.— Micah 4:13
FEET of Bronze…
His feet were like burnished bronze, when it has been made to glow in a furnace, and His voice was like the sound of many waters, and having in His right hand seven stars, and a sharp two-edged sword which comes out of His mouth, and His face was like the sun shining in its power. And when I saw Him, I fell at His feet like a dead man. And He placed His right hand on me, saying, “Do not fear; I am the first and the last, and the living One; and I was dead, and behold, I am alive forever and ever, and I have the keys of death and of Hades.
— Revelation 1:15-18
I find it interesting that anyone thinks they have the right to tell people how God should be a part of their lives. It’s one thing to teach scripture, as God can use it to his advantage but it’s another to think you have the right to enforce it on anyone. I know many that will say their church doesn’t do that.
So, then I must ask…
- What do you think your creeds are?
- What are your man-made traditions and doctrines?
- Are there not rules people must follow to be considered loyal to YOUR faith?
- Do you gasp when someone says they’re not trinitarian?
- Do you gasp when someone says they are?
- Do you call each other names; they’re heretics, they are a cult, so on, and so on?
- Have you ever considered that it might be all of you, being PARTIAL to a belief system (creeds) and sects... that YOU are the transgressors against GOD?
- Is it up to you to decide who is loyal and who is not?
- How do you know... CAN YOU READ HEARTS?
If your fear is that someone can corrupt your belief, then your belief is not true and your foundation is weak, being built on sand. In the end it becomes about you, your ambitions, your pride and it reveals your lack of faith in God.
God can use anyone to do his will…good, bad or indifferent. Love your neighbor means to love your neighbor, REGARDLESS of what they believe.
They have treated father and mother with contempt within you. The sojourner they have oppressed in your midst; the fatherless and the widow they have mistreated in you.
— Ezekiel 22:7
- Ever notice how it’s the outcasts that get God’s attention? (fatherless/widow)
- Why do you think that is?
- Who are these outcasts?
- Could it be the ones that the EXALTED CHURCH (man-made religion) has REJECTED?
- Could it be those who won’t conform to your man-made religious creeds and/or rules and traditions?
- Could it be that they’re outcasts because of an understanding from God that most of mankind does not understand?
But an hour is coming, and now is, when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth; for such people the Father seeks to be His worshipers. God is spirit, and those who worship Him must worship in spirit and truth.”
— John 4:23-24
The Beauty of Jehovah is to bring PEACE and UNDERSTANDING to all the land. First a remnant is saved (first resurrection) this age, then mankind (second resurrection). The age to come. (Revelation 20)
For it is for this we labor and strive, because we have fixed our hope on the living God, who is the Savior of all men, especially of believers.
— 1 Timothy 4:10
And inasmuch as it is appointed for men to die once and after this comes judgment,
— Hebrews 9:27
Please let go of your idols and adulteress practices. (Church and State)
You adulteresses, do you not know that friendship with the world is enmity toward God? Therefore, whoever wishes to be a friend of the world sets himself as an enemy of God.
— James 4:4
KEEP IT SIMPLE, stop taking money from those in need and simply be the best version of a human you can be...
Pure and undefiled religion before our God and Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained by the world.
— James 1:27
Wisdom of God or Human Wisdom?
I've shared the following on my Facebook today. It's a great explanation of the "FALL" and how it still applies today.



Hidden Meaning of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil